Grace Gaustad - Monster - PILLBX: Episode 5 (Official Music Video)

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Official music video for “Monster” by Grace Gaustad

If you could change your life in an instant, would you do it? ✨💊 PILLBX: Whts ur fantasy?

Lead Role: Grace Gaustad
Featuring: Eva Cudmore, Spencer Wuah, Katie Kelly

Directed by Van Alpert
Concept by Grace Gaustad and Van Alpert
Written by Grace Gaustad
Director of Photography: Dannel Escallon
1st Assistant Director: Kirsten Knisely
Executive Producers: Michael Karbelnikoff, Peter Kline, Cristina Carlino
Production Companies: Allday Everyday
Production: Tom O’Connell
Producer: Lisa Arianna
Production Supervisor: Julio Mata Jr.
Production Manager: Christine Park
Production Designer: Briana Gonzales
Art Coordinator: Regina Fernandes
Choreographer: Travis Payne & Derrell Bullock
Editors: Pete Larsen, Norlo Carey, Jeremy Johnstone

MU Artist: Jo Baker
Hairstylist: Kylee Heath
Nails: Tom Bachik
Stylist: Laura Sophie Cox
Red Light Management: Bruce Eskowitz and Kim Ross

“Monster”
Performed by Grace Gaustad
Written by Grace Gaustad and Andy Seltzer
Produced by Andy Seltzer
Mixed and Engineered by Billy Centenaro

Follow Grace:

Lyrics
She said hey
What’s up
Haven’t seen you
Are you alone
Where’s your boyfriend?
Where’s your girlfriend?
At home?
Do they know?
That you’re with me
And we're drinking
Got my hands all over your feelings
Knowing that I soothe your demons  
Promise that I’ll keep it our secret

I met her on my worst night
She took away my pain 3 times
The biggest mistake of my life felt so right

Now I feel like a monster,
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you
So keep pouring the vodka
It’s sweeter than my problems
Wish I never loved you
Wish I had a drug to
Take it back and change the past
Slow it down don’t go so fast
Think before I hurt you again  
Now I feel like a monster
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you

I said hey
I messed up
I didn’t mean it
I wasn’t thinking
About you
Or your feelings
I was just scared of you leaving
So I gave you
A reason
To hate me
To get even
We’re broken
Can you see it?
I love you so much yet we’re screaming

I met her on my worst night
She took away my pain 3 times
The biggest mistake of my life felt so right

Now I feel like a monster,
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you
So keep pouring the vodka
It’s sweeter than my problems
Wish I never loved you
Wish I had a drug to
Take it back and change the past
Slow it down don’t go so fast
Think before I hurt you again  
Now I feel like a monster
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you
Too

Now I feel like a monster
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you
So keep pouring the vodka
It’s sweeter than my problems
Wish I never loved you
Wish I had a drug to
Take it back and change the past
Slow it down don’t go so fast
Think before I hurt you again  
Now I feel like a monster
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you
Too

#PILLBX #GraceGaustad #Monster #whtsurfantasy


💬 Comments
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The guilt she mst have felt... such an honest & beatiful way to talk about it...

Author — Χρυσάνθη Π.

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4th time eva in MV, Let’s go !!!! So proud of you 😭🙌🔥

Author — opie mogijenner

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I’m so obsessed with your music and energy 😍

Author — Abstract Kitty

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This might be my favorite song on your new album.

Author — Flyin' Solo Freelancer Podcast

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This is awesome!! I just love your songs and your work so much. You're an inspiration. Sending you and Katie love!!!

Author — Margherita Gregotti Borasio

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Omg Grace you did it again. I am going to be so upset when this album is finished. I love this. Fire 💕🥺🥺 and Katie! ❤

Author — Jess A

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Your lyrics hit home every single time!! 😥

Author — Flyin' Solo Freelancer Podcast

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Bellissima una canzone Fantastica COMPLIMENTI!!! ;)

Author — Mattia2800

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This is amazing grace you need to do an acoustic version it would be amazing 😅

Author — Alex De Santana

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The song is 🔥🔥🔥
And LOVE EVA SO MUCH ❤

Author — 謝沛妤

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I will be very sad when this era ends 😭😢😢😢

Author — Tony Rosa

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How many times do we ignore the warning signs. Song i can relate, Grace 🤘

Author — Karuna Preeti Bara

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Sheesh, this is so good! Song *and* video!!

Author — lcephoenix

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I believe that grace will become SOMETHING

Author — Unknown Emperor

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minutes 03:22, 03:25, 03:30 🥺🥺❣ those parts break you

Author — luz milena calderon

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God, this is so sad! You tell someone you can't drive because you're drunk but they don't listen and this happened. Mr. Bogeda is untrustworthy, I don't think he's sympathetic. And also I see Katie.

Author — Katherine Donovan

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day 5... can't stop listening to it 😬🥰

Author — luz milena calderon

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Skip the rest 04:42... just kidding. Respect to your grind making so much music 👍

Author — Music Or Lose It TV